I began writing about ten or twelve years ago, initially as a cure for insomnia:
if I couldn’t sleep I made up stories in my head, then wrote down ideas – if I
remembered them - in the morning. I soon realised you don’t remember ideas that
come in the night, however pleased you are with them at the time, so I now keep a
note-pad by my bed and scribble key words down in the dark before dropping off.
I write most mornings while the children are out at nursery and school, between about 9.30 and 12.
When I was still teaching, I used the 8-9 pm slot after the boys were in bed. I actually think it might be
easier in some ways only to have a small window for writing, because it means you have to get down to it.
And of course the summer holidays for a teacher can be a pretty productive time. In 2001 West Midland
Arts gave me a grant to pay for childcare over July and August, and I wrote nearly a whole novel in that
period.
The first short story I had any success with was The Artist and the Liar, a sort of skit
on the Turner Prize. It won a competition called Raconteur and was published in a
smart paperback anthology: that was in 1994. I thought it was the bee’s knees. I
re-sold the story to Top Woman magazine six months later.
In 1996 I submitted another short story to a London literary magazine called Madam X and made a
valuable friend in its editor, David Rees - it was David who suggested
I write a full-length novel and who kept pushing me to keep going. I wrote a novel
called Magpie Lies about a woman who’s both very superstitious and very promiscuous,
and David tried his best to get it accepted by a London publisher. No one would take
it, but it did get some jolly nice rejections!
In the meantime I carried on writing short stories and over the years either won or was shortlisted for
Real Writers (twice), The Kent Literature Prize, The Bridport Prize and The New Writer.
I don’t have the confidence to begin a story unless I know the rough outline of the
plot. Often I even have the final paragraph worked out in my head before I write
the first word. As ideas come for different sections, I jot them down immediately and then slot them in as
I go along. My notebooks are full of weird non-sequiturs that look like the jottings of a madwoman. To
write a novel I need, as a starting-point, time-lines, a family tree and a chapter-by-chapter summary
worked out; that way there’s less chance of getting writer’s block. Maybe as I get less insecure I’ll be able
to dispense with all the coloured pens and charts.
Where do I place myself on the writing map? Lord knows. All I know is I wanted to write about the
lower middle class – women like me – because they don’t seem to have much of a voice in contemporary
literature. Essentially I wrote a novel that I would have wanted to read, that reflected my kind of concerns,
but didn’t seem to be available in the shops.